Broken Heart

My broken heart is mending
time is what it took
Which gave to me a chance
to take a second look

I saw myself all broken
never
to be the same
I wondered who I was
If I was even
sane

My heart that once was loving
knew forgivness,light and hope
Was filled with nothing lighted
Was dark, and dank and cold
My emotions were not mine
something foriegn
barren
alone
revenge and pain
had become
my only name

I thrashed and spewed
the venom of the tears
i cried and cried
the tears
I could not dry

I longed for
us to try
I could not understand
I could not find the why
I would not understand
I didnt want to die

Until one day I saw me
and who I had become
and knew something
I never knew

I would have to
live and love
again
WHY
Because I had to
I had to
Take my focus
off
of only YOU

-Rob